Is it ever going to end...

I'm irritated with this off again, on again, off again, on again relationship! GO AWAY!! You're no longer welcome, you've overstayed your time actually. It's hard to wake up in the morning only to face you, knowing that what I feel is becoming very close to hatred. I cringe at the thought of seeing you, hearing you, even feeling you on my skin every day; coldness just shoots through my body and surrounds my every movement because you are still here.

Some days I wake up, knowing that you're still here, that you haven't left. My fists clench the blanket that they hold, not wanting to let go and discover the truth of my suspicions. Feeling safe within their warmth, I feel as if I could simply stay there forever and hibernate, but I can't, and must make myself live through the days that you've possessed.

But I can't do this anymore, I feel like I'm going to burst. My body is screaming and writhing in pain with the words "WINTER GO AWAY"!!!!!!!!!!!